Trisha | Twenty-one | UCI | LA<3
In times of comfort and need, you come back to me. You always do. I don’t mind it but I’ve noticed that whenever you’re troubled or suffering a loss, you revert back to me for that sense of comfort. I don’t know why you do. Especially since it’s been such a long time since we last talked and had a meaningful conversation… But I can’t complain. Sometimes I like being that person you run to because you know that I’d always support you, offer you advice, and would never judge you. But at the same time, I just question your motives and why.
I guess that feeling never really goes away, does it? That feeling of comfort and optimism you get from talking to me. That connection we have. That feeling when you know that I’ll always be there for you and never hesitate to do things to make you happy. That feeling when you know I’d do my best to try to make you feel better and slowly find ways to ease the pain. I know, I get it. I long for that too. But sometimes, I just don’t want to be that girl to you anymore. I’m sorry.