I am so irritated by you and your actions. How insensitive and careless you are. It’s a sad thought, just thinking and knowing that you obviously don’t ever put my feelings into consideration and only think about yourself. If I was placed in your shoes, I would never have done the things that you did to me, to you. I would never betray you. I would never betray your trust. Because in all honesty, I have lost faith and respect for you. I don’t know what to even say to you. I just don’t seem to understand what makes you think that it’s okay, that it’s perfectly normal. That we could still be “best friends” after all of this. I just can’t do it. I can’t handle bottling it all up inside and acting like nothing phases me, but it really does. What you do, every single time.. it just hurts. I wish you’d understand and see things from my perspective for once. Because I’d hate to lose you.. I’d hate to have to drift away from you. Because right now, you are pulling me in that direction. And I hate it.