Trisha | Twenty-one | UCI | LA<3
Terrified out of my mind. The anxiety is killing me and I know that waiting is the hardest part. It just isn’t fair when you place your all into something just to see it all blow up right in front of your face. I’ve done my best, I’ve tried my hardest and everyone else says that’s the most that I can do. But I just don’t understand… somehow it always seems like all of my hard work simply won’t pay off or barely makes a difference at all. A form of sadness has encompassed me and I don’t know what else to do but sulk in this misery. So much for ending strong and being satisfied with things.. because right now it feels the complete opposite. Now all I can do is wait and try not to give up, but the thing that kills me the most is that there’s nothing more that I can do to change or fix things at this point. Oh well… It is what it is, right?
~ Veronica Roth, Divergent
The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward."