May 2013
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This past week alone has been an emotional roller coaster for me. But it has definitely taught me a lot and made me realize things that I wouldn’t have appreciated before till all of this happened. Have you ever wanted something so badly, only to have it fall apart right before your eyes? But then realized that you didn’t appreciate it till it was gone or taken away from you… I...
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April 2013
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It just amazes me how somehow you always prove me wrong and still find different ways to show me that your feelings for me are real. Even from hundreds of miles away, I can feel it all the way from here. Whenever I’m starting to have doubts or experience moments of weakness, I swear you have perfect timing and rescue me from it all. It’s like you just know, without even having to see...
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People often overlook the simple things in life and don’t take the time to stop and smell the roses. They don’t have the patience to just reflect upon things and just be thankful. Instead of enjoying the moment, we worry so much about the future concerning the things we have to do in so little time. Instead of focusing on the present state, we look back to our past and try to compare it to the way...
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March 2013
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The most romantic thing I've done so far...
I drove 5 hours all by myself just to visit him. I literally spent only 24 hours with him but I thought that every second I spent with him was worth it all. I spent so much money on gas and drove for a total of 10 hours within the past two days but I don’t regret it at all. I haven’t been up north for the longest time ever and I made a promise to him that I would visit him over break....
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Pinch me if I'm dreaming,
This transient state has left me speechless. For once, everything is going perfectly and I shouldn’t complain about a single thing. Sometimes I think it’s too good to be true because I’m definitely not accustomed to any of this, to feeling as good as this. Not one bit. It’s as if all of my hard work and patience has finally paid off. It makes me really believe in the whole...
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I feel so disconnected from home, from the people I haven’t seen or talked to because I’ve been so caught up with my life here. I know that I’m at fault because I’ve been so busy and barely have enough time for myself with everything going on at once, but it just hurts. It hurts a lot not knowing things and feeling like a horrible person for not being a good enough...
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February 2013
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Different is an understatement.
Everything about us is different, we’re nothing like the rest. All of this is new to me and I know that it is something that I will eventually have to become accustomed to but I honestly cannot complain. Everything is just so much better with you in my life, I know that I say that a lot but it’s the truth. I know that some people may think we’re a little crazy for thinking and...
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There are lot of things that I miss… A lot of different people who used to be in my life that I can’t help but wonder about and miss. A lot of different things in my life that used to matter but now they don’t matter as much as they used to. It’s just weird looking back on who you used to be a year ago and notice that some of the people who you thought that were always...
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Some of the best advice my mom ever gave me
I told her all of my worries and fears about the future. I admitted that I’m so afraid of what is yet to come and I don’t like the uncertainty that comes with it. I confessed that I was losing hope and it bothered me so much how horrible things always happened and changed things. But she told me that my everyday motto should be “Tomorrow’s a new day, whatever happens today...
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I needed a break. I needed to get away from it all. I needed time for myself and time to breathe, to soak it all in and not think so much. My therapeutic drives home are things that I enjoy the most. But this time, I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. I tried to pull myself together and just focus on nothing but the road that lay ahead, but it was so hard. And these nightmares that...
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"God's challenging me."
I was talking to my best friend and he said this, it definitely caught me off guard because I did not expect such a response from him especially at that exact moment. But it definitely opened up my eyes and made me see things from a different light. I’ve been struggling a lot lately but I never want to admit it. There are so many different things that I need to keep track of and sometimes I...
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Nothing comes close to you. It’s been proven, once again.
I know you tell me not to wait for you, but something always reminds me to do otherwise. The best things take time and distance shouldn’t matter. You still make me the happiest and the only one I’m really willing to wait for. The only one who doesn’t play stupid mind games and has been real with me since the very...
January 2013
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I usually don’t like letting other people in. On the rare occasions that I do, it’s because I see something different about the person.. I don’t know how to explain it but it’s true. So I’m sitting here wondering what it is about some people that have me willing to give in so easily because it’s so not like me. I even have trouble believing some of the things...
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Lately, I’ve been inspired to do things I’ve always wanted to do but never thought I could do. I don’t know what ignited the spark, but something did and it has definitely changed me. I’m just so thankful and so happy at this point in my life right now. There’s honestly nothing more that I could possibly ask for. I feel like a different person because of it, I feel...
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December 2012
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I didn’t believe that certain things like this existed and I thought I lost all hope. But you came around and changed everything. It didn’t make any sense till now but I can proudly say that I see the beauty of it all. You’re worth the wait. You’re worth it all. You make me believe in things that I thought were so silly and foolish before. You bring out the best in me and...
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I feel like I’m 14 all over again, squealing and dancing around my room right now. All because of you.
You never fail to surprise me. And you’re seriously the only one who makes me feel this way(: Ahhh. I. Can’t. Even. Compose. Myself. Right. Now.
I always wanted someone who would make me feel this way. Definitely worth the wait. I’m seriously the happiest girl right now. Life’s been pretty...
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The other night, I stayed up talking to my roommate and revealed some thoughts that I never like to share out loud. It made me realize how much I worry about things and how I let my fears get to my head so easily. Somehow I enable my self-destructive side get the best of me but I won’t ever admit it to anyone else. I always try to mask the pain and try to shove the worries aside just to find...
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You know how most people are physically attracted to someone? I find myself falling for the person because of his substance, his character, and his passion. It goes beyond physical attraction. “I don’t just like a guy”, especially not just any guy. But I am mentally and emotionally drawn to him first. Sometimes it happens so unexpectedly and catches me off guard because I...
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