Trisha | Twenty-one | UCI | LA<3
The more I think about it, I realize how much I don’t want to grow up. I’m not ready to grow up at all. Reality is slowly starting to set in and it’s getting to my head. It’s starting to hit me more and more every day… Time is going by so quickly. It’s like every time I blink, time is moving so fast and next thing you know the whole year will be over.
Can I just live in this moment, forever and ever? I love how my life is right now and I don’t want it to change. That’s what scares me the most, just thinking about how even a year from now nothing will ever be the same. Everything is going to change and the thing is, I won’t be able to stop it.
But all I know is that, no matter what happens in the future.. Wherever I will end up going and whatever I end up doing, I just know that I want you. I always will. That’s the one thing I’m so certain of and I don’t want that to change. I may not know what the future holds, but I want you in it <3
Throwback Thursday, back when he was still a wee pup with floppy ears. My arms miss him at that size and weight!
Mini and her stuffed corgi friend
"Play with me!"
There are so many different things that I want to say, but I never know where to start…
If only you could read my mind and see all of the things that I want to say or write out loud, but I just can’t. Instead I just try to let it go and temporarily try to switch some thoughts out and replace them with other ideas. Always thinking twice before I say or do anything, afraid to make a fool of myself or say something that I wasn’t meant to really say out loud. So in the mean time, I’ll just keep it all in my head and try to find some peace of mind.
no matter how many times
I am found again."
I get easily attached. To people that I grow to love with all of my heart, to things that make me happy, to ideas that fascinate me, to places that bring me wonder and awe, and to everything in between. Life’s so beautiful. I can’t help but get stuck in a moment and constantly want to just relive it over and over again.
Sometimes people forget, they always do..
& I feel like all we really want is someone who wouldn’t forget, someone who would remember it all. Doesn’t seem too much to ask for, right?
It’s the little things, you know..